Time Goes By SO Quickly …

 Hiiii …

。.:☆:・'(⌒―⌒*))



Once again I talk to my desolate blog (( because I haven’t actually premiered it to be accessible to the public yet )) !!

But on the off chance you do see this and happen to scroll through the blog with 50 colours splashing your face and 73 blingees jumping off the screen to greet you with an energetic stupor - HELLO !!

How is your day going ??



I HOPE IT HAS BEEN AMAZING SO FAR !!

My day has been rather tiring - the weather has got a strange effect on my psyche methinks - I like many people ,, get very melancholic when the clouds turn grey …

Apart from that I am content with where I am 

in this world as of right now :)) !!




Amidst all of the things I THOUGHT I was going to be able to get done by the end of this week - is a pile of rumination ,, wondering how I could have gotten more done …

I digress I believe I have achieved so much in this week and I should take at least 5 minutes to celebrate my successes ,, I got quite A FEW paintings done this week which I will be happy to show soon on Instagram …


!! FUN FUN !!

Furthermore I have tried to be strict with myself when it comes to Instagram and I am trying to cut down on the time I spend on it scrolling - I don’t think the time restriction tool on Instagram has been particularly beneficial for me ,, seeing as I just dismiss the notification and start scrolling once more …

(( OH DEAR … ))

Attempting to try and forge a better lifestyle for yourself is very hard when you try to apply it properly - we always SAY we are going to do things and then we never really do ,, it really is quite strange …

Thinking about Stoicism whenever I NEED to get something done ,, I don’t think my lifestyle particularly aligns with Stoicism but I like listening to the Stoics to feel motivated …

AS AN ATTEMPT TO QUELL MY BOREDOM …

I have decided to try and make digital scrapbook pages for the last few days ,, I think it’s a fun way to pass time as of right now it seems it is JUST what I need in the current time.

It seems I don’t abide by a schedule in terms of hobbies ,, activities and my past times - I simply feel the compulsion to serve any median I want …


Last LAST note of this very colloquial blog ,, I have made a necklace the picture is down below - it is the pink and white necklace with the pearls - this was one was super quick to make as it just required me to alternate pink and white beads irregularly …


i love the alternating of the pink and white beads ,, they really make a statement - i made the necklace with wire - IM TRULY a professional. I kid honestly ,, but i enjoy making necklaces with wire compared to fabrics such as string.

I have loved making my own necklaces as of recently ,, it makes me happier than buying necklaces nowadays - I already have so much jewellery ,, I don’t need to buy anymore …


It’s giving me much joy to pick up old beads and stock of materials I haven’t yet used and making it into something I’d wear everyday - it also gives me a past time after school !!

My life would be truly tragic without fun past times …


I’m sure you feel that as well ,, we all need something to fill the hours 

in between school and sleep 

that is fun and fulfilling …

SERIOUSLY

it’s so nice to have an hour or two before you do your last bit of studying - when you indulge in a past-time you enjoy doing …

Definitely going to keep making jewellery !!

I’m now in my “WRITE A BLOG POST NOW” time of the night ,, after this I will probably wash my face and start getting ready for bed.


Hmmm … this week has truly had so many things going on at once - time is going by slow and quick at the same time …

Is this indicative of increased productivity ??

Or is my grasp of time slowly slipping away from me ??

Well I can never really know in the present maybe in the future I will look back at this November in a retrospect and have a more grounded perspective …

Goodnight skid-ville !!

AND AND ooh la la la ,,

 goodnight to you !!

You are all very good to me.



12 // 11 // 2022 (( 🌽🍇🍳🥩 ))

 





FIRST blog of november ~``• LET’s gooo (( 🌈☕️🇬🇧🎂 )) …


OBLIGATORY ,, dog blingee GIF - i am so so happy that bounced dog GIFS exist (( 🐶🐾🦴 ))


GOOD EVENING everyone ,,


NOVEMBER NOVEMBER NOVEMBER

THIS IS THE

 First Blog Of November !!


!! THIS ,, is a GIF for mushrooms - GEEZ ,, i am truly original ,, definitely not outlining what you can see in front of your every own eyes !!

This blog will mainly be outlining what i MUST do in order to progress with this blog and life in general - please forgive the sparsity and the short nature of my blog - I have been quite busy hehehe !!

I will DEFINITELY be looking to upload my Buckethead blog post - it is 10 reasons as to why I love Buckethead ,, my favourite guitarist mayhaps along with Steve Vai …


FURTHERMORE


This Blingee acts as a hazy neon interval between the last sentence and my next sentence ,, I am truly so creative … ehhh … sorta …

!! i am hoping to upload ART in the future to this blog ,, filling this blog with a ton of subculture based fashion portraits and some paintings as well !!

I want to work hard to curate a fun online portfolio ,, it has been a goal of mine for a long time and I shall work to materialise my dream fully !!



!! WOOF WOOF WOOF !!

… hehehe …

that is the sound a DOG makes …


I have felt like I have been very VERY very  busy as of recently but I can definitely work harder and push myself to achieve my short-term goals ,, I would like to truly go ABOVE and BEYOND to put my artistic motivation into full fruition … 



!! This is a BYE BYE for now !!

eek i know this blog post was rather brief with no particular focus nor aim …

!! But we shall see one another soon ,, I promise !!


!! BYE BYE BYE !!

- have an amazing day -




MOTIVATION runs dry ,, doubt starts to seep in - DEARY me …


 It seems I cannot properly apply myself to multiple

 crafts at once ,, I cannot manage my time between 

blogging ,, physically “drawing” ,, digitally “drawing” 

THIS FACT keeps me up at night …


NEIGHHHHHH ,, THATS the sound a horse makes …


I feel as if my thoughts weigh very heavy on my mind all of a sudden and I am starting to feel stressed once again ,, I realise I am rather prone to stress you know ??

I need to try my best as to not dwell in such stress BUT in fact try and overcome such feelings and try and better myself …

I know that seems like the most normal and logical step,, but I have conditioned myself to dwell instead of overcoming (╥_╥) !!


ARGHHH I NEED TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER …



TAKES such a long time ,, (( 🕰️🌤️🪲🪱 )) …


!! HIIII !! 


im DESPERATELY trying to finesse and fully “BLING” out my blogger blog as much as possible …

i would truly enjoy having the most blinded out ,, most beautifully tacky blogger blog !!



(( so many b’s in one sentence deary me )) …

it is such a lengthy process i want to create tons of hyperlinks within the texts of my posts you can access on the home page so that when you CLICK on words you can be taken to another line of thought or conversation …

I DONT WANT MY BLOG TO BE MONOTONOUS …


… I WANT MY BLOG ,, to be like a rainbow ٩(◕‿◕。)۶ !!

also i am trying to instil a good work ethic within myself when it comes to my artistic endeavours and past times ,, in order to feel fulfilled …

therefore i am really TRYING to just lay down all my thoughts in October mwahahaha …

(( update ,, SMALL update - as of currently blogger isn’t letting me upload photos so this blog post will be a little delayed oh my GOSH … ))

ANYWAYS ,, i have many ideas for future blog posts but it really isn’t something that’s meant to be meticulous - i suppose me using blogger as a platform calls for more colloquial talk …



Blogs are always good when they are prolific and honest ,, I have a hard time dealing with both to be frank …


I really don’t think you can be all that honest on social media ,, does blogger really count as my social media ??


This blog essentially an obsolete block of colour with little to no outside communication …

!! EXACTLY ,, how i like it !!





GIFS of THE DAY - #1 ,, (( 🍊🍌🥑🥣🥐🧃 )) …

∑d(°∀°d)

HIIIIII EVERYONEEE ….

here are some of my Picmixes of the day ,, for some awesome affirmations … I really need the positive re-enforcement of colourful croissants and vibrant orange juice … truly …




… SUPER CUTE …



I love the addition of the stickers of jugs and tea in the last PicMix ,, and the animation of birds
 and sparkles in some of these are ADORABLE …


i miss when we were allowed to be kitsch and lowbrow ,, i suppose this wasn’t too considered to kitsch then as it were more of a norm back then however i don’t enjoy the idea that we all must be sterile and new-age now it is just eurghhh …


i LOVE these ,, because the QUALITY is awesome !!!


!! CRYSTAL clear ,, vision !!

like many PicMixes i feel ,, honestly the quality on PicMix is awesome ,, and the food looks amazing - straight out of a French GCSE textbook ,, ya know when you had to describe what was in a photo ??

!! hehehe this is all I HAVE TO SAY !!


bye bye for now everyone ,, i have to GO !!

you will see me again soon …

(( sounds so creepy )) 

and i hope to see you soon … 


!! BYE BYE CITIZENS !!


!! SEEE YAAA 
SOOON HOPEFULLY !!



,, FABULOUS (´。• ω •。`) ♡ ,, feature …

10 REASONS ,, why i ⁞ ✿ ᵒ̌ ᴥ ᵒ̌ ✿ ⁞ LURVE buckethead !!

  … deary me what am i doing … OH MY ,, ~``• here i dump all of my obsessions ,, and loves … i believe that i should try and focus my attent...